There were so many deleted scenes, backspaced keystrokes and wayward glances that I'd need an army to count them on my hands.

Jamie has new dreams he's building upon

We made cookies.
We decorated a tree.
Getting a taste of what the rest of my life could actually be like...
is terrifying.
When the Christmas magic wears off, what will go with it?
I wonder if we're all settling.







Jamie is sure something wonderful died.
Jamie decides it's his right to decide.
Jamie's got secrets he doesn't confide.
And I'm still hurting.

idea.

I'm about 98% sure that you read this, so let me know.

you write a paragraph, I write a paragraph.
could turn out a masterpiece, could turn out crap.
mostly psychological, though.

you in?

I'm the only one who hasn't changed.
Maybe not being seen for half a year is the reason.
He loves my friends.
He wants to meet my parents.


He wants me, he wants me.
But he ain't gonna get me.
Look at me
Look at him
Son of a bitch,
I guess I'm doing something right.